sweetcoffee&bittercaramel

2010-11-13T16:27:00.001+08:00

What's happening is not anyone's fault.

neefahbunc

2010-06-01T21:04:00.004+08:00

Love is when you are not afraid to fight

because you know you love him

and fight only makes things better.

& I believe that this i true

because I am so into you.

2010-05-31T23:15:00.003+08:00

Bby: People says she's hot. Do you think so?

Me: Hmm not really she's just sweet.

Bby: At last someone agrees with me.

Me: Haha. So am I hot? *joking*

Bby: No you are not hot. You are sweet and cute.

Me: That's better.

Bby: You are cute, I am fierce and cute.

Me: Hahaha. Yeah.

Bby: People may think that I'm 25 when I'm at work. But when people look at my bed they think I'm 5.

Me: HAHAHAHA...! *laughing my ass off*

God he's so cute lah. I love him more and more each day. It's just so different to be with him. It's NOT like boyfriend-girlfriend. It is MORE than just that :D

2010-05-31T23:01:00.007+08:00

Make up, photography and edits by Kak Lin.

This dress is very gorgeous.

It's a Louis Vuitton dress that cost around $2k.

Well randomly I had to model it out today.

I feel honored to model this.

Well I was at my boyfriend's place when his elder sister need me to be her model.

So yeah, I had the make up on and it was exciting but at the same time shy.

Geez very shy can? But I love this picture (:

Credits to Kak Lin for the random opportunity.

2010-05-24T21:12:00.003+08:00

"Girl: Babe I dont think I can sleep.

Boy: Why baby?

Girl: I don’t know. I need your boring voice to put me to sleep. Wanna tell me a story? Hehehe.

Boy: Hahah, you’re lucky that you’re cute. How about I read you Dear John.

Girl: Sounds perfect.

- Boy reads Dear John-

- 15 minutes later-

Girl: *snores*

Boy: Babe?

Girl: *snores*

Boy: Hahah, you always knock out within 15 minutes. Your snores are cute. Babe, I really love you. I really do. Sometimes I might show that I dont give a fuck. But I do. I never want to lose you. I know it’s cheesy, but this is how I feel. This is REAL. I know I’m not the best thing out there, but I’m trying to be one of your best ever. Thank you babe, thank you for choosing a messed up guy like me to be your boyfriend. Thank you for being mine. I honestly can’t see myself with anyone else but you babe. I know I say I love you too many times, but each time I say it, my feeling grows more & more for you. Thanks for listening babe. I’ll still be on the phone if you need anything. Goodnight babe & sweet dreams. I won’t let the bed bugs bite you."

Reblogged from Princess's Tumblr (:

2010-05-24T20:30:00.003+08:00

It's our 4th month on the 14th & 18th and I am glad things are getting better and better each day. We make mistakes then we learn from them. This have helped us in our relationship as it does help us to avoid fights that we feel may turn bad.

I am glad we are not playing with each others' feelings. And I was enlightened that our parents were very happy we got together. I am very sure that I am gonna make you my last one and I hope you are too. It feels so good to have you around. From studying to shopping to your crib and out with your family.

I love you bby.

VERY VERY MUCH.

2010-05-13T00:50:00.003+08:00

Fcuk Arts Management.

GRRR! Because of this one module, I am still staying up this late to finish my homework assignments.

Got back from work at 10pm and now I have decided not to sleep.

No matter what, I must finish my assignments. God Dammiittt!

In addition to that I have UT tomorrow and yes I have not read through my 6th P yet.

Thank god I've cancelled my working schedule for tomorrow. Life's hard aye? Tsk.

& oh, my drawing lesson, drawings are not done yet and need to be submitted

by latest tomorrow 2359hr. I can go *&^%$#@! Alright stop blogging already.

Have a good day ahead people. (:

neefahbunc.

2010-05-11T22:57:00.005+08:00

OH FML.

Iffah, she have been very busy lately.

Now she is all tired, it has made her a very lazy girl.

She can write a lot of things here because she got a lot of updates.

But then again she is plain lazy.

Her eyes can't hold any longer and she feels like giving up.

God!

Iffah!!! Wake up lah. There is assignments that needs to be done by Thursday.

Look at your schedule.

Wednesday - Work after school

Thursday - UT after school

Friday UT after school, Girlfriend's birthday celebration/4th Monthsary Celebration

Saturday - Work full shift

Sunday - Work

Monday - Do assignments after school

& so on...........

She got 2 assignments to finish and she is tired and feels like sleeping now.

OMG. Power nap? Good idea. Hahaha.

Now when is she going to be able to get it done?

Zzzzzzzz!

2010-05-11T22:28:00.002+08:00

LIFE'S A MISERY.

& MISERY LOVES COMPANY.

THANK GOD I GOT YOU.

BABY PLEASE KEEP ME GOING.

LET'S BURY THIS MISERY TOGETHER.

2010-05-04T22:26:00.003+08:00

Migrane

Fever

Love

~~Jealousy~~

Assignments

Attachment

Salary

Shopping

Boyfriend

Excited

Busy

Momentum

2010-05-02T10:21:00.003+08:00

Yours,

until the stars fall from the sky

Yours,

until rivers all run dry.

2010-05-01T11:02:00.001+08:00

SHUT THE EGO.

2010-04-26T16:47:00.004+08:00

Currently, while waiting for bby I am finishing up my assignment that needs to be completed by this Thursday. Work was fine yesterday. For the first time at Diva I never take my break. Haha. Okay lah 11am to 6pm no need break. Not so hungry anyway.

Oh wells, after work on Sunday as usual, I head to bby's house. By the time I reach there, only the maid is at home. So I choose not to go in and waited outside. 30 minutes later he came back home with his family and somehow I started getting irritated at him. Well, shits happens for a little and I was then told by his mother to come into the house first since he got some things to settle. I did and after sometime, he came back and hand over 19 pieces of top up card that was meant for me. I feel so paisey lah okay.

At 8.30pm I watch teevee with his whole family and the show was damn hilarious. However, I can never think of anything more hilarious then looking at people dancing when they saw a little lizard around. Okay I shouldn't mention anything here. But that was the best part of the day. HAHAHA. You know, I know, other people don't know. Epic sia satu2. Hahaha! Cute or what?

Well, thank god your family is okay about you being with me. :D *two thumbs up*

***

Shit happens at the least expectancy.

When it happens you will reach to the extend of not knowing what to do.

Should you or should you not?

Oh god, save me.

I hate this feeling.

neefahbunc.

2010-04-25T00:29:00.005+08:00

Well it has been quite sometime since I blog. Okay where do I start. Okay let's start from work then school work. Let me put this at its simplest form okay people.

Work

Started off to be very stressful and tiring. Ble mati..!

But now I think I'm getting used to it already.

School work

Year 2 = Assignments & Attachment.

Well, that's basically what is my impression towards my year 2 sem 1.

& yes, I got an attachment at MICA Building for Singapore Arts Festival..!

Weweeettt! I sukerrr! Hehe.

I can't wait! Hehe.

***

Busy eh? Boleh lah. No life jugak. Lucky no IG. If not worst!

Nevertheless, my bby is always with me most of the time & we never miss even a week to meet each other. :D Yay!! *clap both hands* Haha. Okay rubbish. Iffah go sleep now, tomorrow work again. Lol. Well goodnight readers. (:

P/S: Somehow I feel like talking broken english today. Okay bye. Hahaha.

2010-04-19T15:59:00.003+08:00

I love the new school timing for my STA modules.

Monday ends at 2.30pm,

Tuesday ends at 12pm,

Wednesday ends at 12pm,

Thursday ends at 2.30pm.

Friday ends at 4pm.

4 hours for class for 2 of the days..Haha best best! I sukerrr. Wee~ Now I can go work after school. (:

2010-04-18T23:00:00.006+08:00

Let's not get this life all wasted alright people?

If you think you've got a life then good.

So...take good care of your life and do not do things that will make yourself like a fool.

Do things and mean it and do not regret in a later day alright?

Well as for me I'm very grateful of my life right now.

I love my one and only Iswan to bits and pieces. *hugs & kisses*

Everything should continue to go on just right. (:

2010-04-15T23:39:00.005+08:00

First day of school.

Hmm one word, pressure.

New rules, new timing for class...

It will be a 4 hour block lesson which means no break time.

Yes maybe a 10 mins break which would obviously be used up to complete our PDT. -.-

But on a good note class ends at 2pm.

Which also means I can go to work early. Yay! Haha.

Well that was what happened today. Almost everyone didn't get their breakfast and by the 2nd period everyone started munching on bread so as to not faint by the 3rd meeting (presentation). Haha. Well, there was a lot to cover for first day of school for my 2nd year 1st sem. So unexpected right? Lucky today is not the start of the week or it'll just be Monday blues today.

Had Arts Management module today and my unexpected faci came to class. Yeah it's Zul Adnan, 'the little botak ~~gay~~'. No? Well that's what he calls himself. Haha. Well, at least he realized it. And I can say that my team started out to be lost in what we need to do and present. However we manage to pull through or should I say, "We did pull through didn't we?" Oh wells. Dump that. & oh, the assignments that we were given to do every week... Sounds like I need to get myself cracking for this module aye? I hope it wouldn't be so tough for me. I think it's time to love Arts Management before I get laggy. Haha.

So since I ended early today and need to go for my interview, I waited for bby and we head to Somerset by 4pm. Thank you for the ride bby..I owe you ;) Now I'm employed and I'm glad I do. Hehe. First day this Saturday. Can't wait! Diva, here I come. Hehe.

Goodnight readers.

neefahbunc.

2010-04-14T21:58:00.006+08:00

14/4/2010 @ 9.45am

Ringgg..!

Me: *Answered the call* Hello?

Anonymous: Hi, Iffah?

Me: Yes?

Anonymous: Okay, I believe you have came down for Wingtai's interview right?

Me: *excited* Yes!

Anonymous: Okay, we have a post for u at Diva Ion Orchard. Are you interested?

Me: Oh yes! (:

Anonymous: Okay, when can you start work? (:

I was freaking excited lah. Like at last! I got a job now. Woohoo! (: Will start working this Saturday because I am not able to make it tomorrow since it's the first day of school. I really hope "banana don't fruit 2 times". Please lah no work like no life can? Well, as long as it is retail I'm fine with it. First job was F&B and it's not worth it I tell you. Second was retail but that was temporary then I went to selling of shoes...now, selling of accessories. Not bad aye? I hope I would love my new job. Now change of mood already... No more climbing to get boxes of shoes. Hehe.

***

14/4/2010 @ 10.05am

Me: *Called bby*

Bby: Hello?

Me: Bie, I've got a job! Hehe.

Bby: At where?

Me: Diva, Ion Orchard :DDD

Yes, he would always be the first person I would inform if there is any updates. (: I'm glad he's happy with my new job. & I can't wait to start work! Teehee~ Thank you for accompanying me for both of my interviews at Wingtai. Now, you won't hear me whining about no job. Hehe. I love you! Weeeee~ :D

***

Back to square one.

Tomorrow is the start of Sem 1 in Year 2. Again, new classmates & new facilitators. Well I am glad school is starting because I am in no mood of having to stay at home or going out without money. So yeah, I can't wait to start everything all fresh. New job cums new workmates cums new classmates cums new faci...

BUT

one and only boyfriend.

& that, it will NEVER change! :D

P/S: 13/4/2010 : Date with bby to celebrate 3rd monthsary in advance.

14/4/2010 : Got a new job.

15/4/2010: Go to school & go to Wingtai after school with bby.

2010-04-14T14:25:00.002+08:00

Happy 3rd Monthsary bby. <333

Firstly I want to apologize for being so dumb and childish thus making too many downs for you.

You know making mistakes means learning from it and to change for the better.

& We know that we both have pulled through downs together

and like I always say, it always takes two hands to clap.

Nevertheless, I have always appreciate everything that you have done for me.

On a brighter note, I would like to thank you very much for being there when I need you most

and bare with my ever egoistic attitude which I have yet to suppress.

I will try to improve this young relationship that still needs time to grow.

I know school is starting tomorrow & I promise you I won't change because,

when I have a boyfriend, I am always serious with him.

So do put your negative thoughts aside alright baby?

As long as you still love me, I will appreciate you and cherish our every moments together. (:

Sidetrack, "I don't want banana fruit 2 times." Haha!

Okay irritating.

Now seriously, I sayang you okay?

Don't ever say goodbye if you don't mean it.

I love you.

& I am Drago's one and only bby.

neefahbunc.

2010-04-12T21:10:00.005+08:00

Would you be mad to wait for your boyfriend or girlfriend alone for an hour plus?

Well I would obviously be mad.

BUT somehow I can't get mad.

I can't get mad..is different from I don't want to get mad.

Imagine waiting for your boyfriend for one hour plus like pathetic shit.

Then when he came, he acted like nothing happened.

What was that suppose to mean? O.o?

I started asking him questions and tried to scold him but he made me laugh instead.

Okay lah maybe because I still got patience. Hmm.. (:

" Boy oh boy what have you done to me?

I can't simply be mad at you ysee?

Lucky you okay? *giggles* "

Random thoughts.

2010-04-11T22:13:00.002+08:00

Let's talk about first impression.

We know first impression last.

That's the reason why I'm very particular about first impression people have about me.

Well at least I'm aware of the first impression that I receive from the people around me.

From little kids, to youngsters to the golden ages, they give me the same first impression.

Guess what? Appearance? Exactly. They will tend to say that I have chubby face.

Oh well that's obvious. But one thing that made me go.."REALLY?" was the comment on me

having, "chubby face but small body". Now I start to wonder.."Not proportionate aye?"

So what do I do? Because if I were to lose weight, it doesn't make much difference to my face.

But one thing I notice about myself is that my face tends to get chubbier FIRST every time I

gain weight then the tummy... Somebody give me a reason why this happens? Well I guess

maybe because my skull is already big enough plus my fat cheeks it makes me look wider.

Ahaha. Nevertheless I love the way I look can? Heh~

neefahbunc.

2010-04-11T21:55:00.003+08:00

Was on the phone with bby earlier. He was sad because he said I've been scolding him lately. Well I know I've been very moody nowadays but I don't know what's the main reason. Geez. I know I can trust him and I know he loves me very much. It may be because I love him too much already that's why I tend to think that maybe he would leave me one day. That was what I thought but deep inside my heart I know he won't leave me. Let's list some things that may cause me to be all unreasonably mad at him. Because I really want to get rid of those feelings that may fail this relationship.

1) Irritated by my family.

2) Thinks too much.

3) Thinks negatively.

4) Being selfish.

Fuck those things can? Pfft. I don't want to lose you because of these things.

East Coast Park BBQ

2010-04-09T11:25:00.005+08:00

Best giler can? Hehe~ Let's do it again one day. Next time I'm going to make sure no one is missed. (:

neefahbunc.

2010-04-06T13:10:00.003+08:00

"It's been every girl's dream to have a guy who would carve your name on the sand..

Who would sit with you by the beach and kissing you passionately saying I love you.

Well boy it's very unexpected of you and you are uber sweet. Geez. Heh~

Much of a dream when it happened and it feels like as if the world was spinning around you.

Boy oh boy..I can't say anything much. You are the best.

Even when I've seen your worst, I still love you. Very much." <3

neefahbunc.

Dharma's BBQ Pit @ ECP

2010-04-06T09:50:00.004+08:00

Hello readers. (:

I had a great great great time with both Dharma & bby yesterday.

Oh my lovely Dharma babes and dudes thank you for the last minute invite. Haha.

I was cordially invited to Dharma's bbq pit yesterday and since I can bring anyone along, so bby accompanied me. Heh~ Well initially, meet up with Dharma was suppose to be at 1pm at ECP and bbq starts at 4pm. Even if I got up early to get ready but I came after 5pm together with bby. It's because, bby is all tired from 5 nights straight of work. So I went to his crib and reached at 1pm. By the time I got there he is fast asleep. Told his maid to wake him up and I was told to come in. Asked him to wake up and wash up and then, we had our late breakfast together. Aww..so sweet of him to prepare for me 'brunch' (breakfast & lunch). Hehe. Afterwhich, we watched teevee or should I say me watching teevee alone while he snooze of to his lala world. Oh well, he hadn't had enough sleep. It was raining till 4.30pm so we can't go out yet. So he got up and got ready and we went off at 5pm when the rain had stopped. By then, I was all excited to meet my Dharma babes & dudes. :D

By the time I reach there, some were bbq-ing while the rest played by the beach. Ohmygee I miss the beach. The first thing bby & I did was to eat first since there are still plenty of food left even though everyone have eaten and is still full. Most of the food, it's cooked and baked by dharma and I can say ALL of it taste effing delicious lah. Dah boleh kahwin lah korg! Hahaha. (: We barbecued and played twister in the afternoon and we started singing by evening till night. Geez...I miss those singing sessions with ya'll. Even if we are dancers we have nice voices okayy? Haha. Bby mentioned, "Knp korg tak masok Anugerah ke knp dharma?" I thought, "Dharma is passion while singing is past-time ;) Got it?" Haha.

By 9pm plus, there are still plenty of food so we started packing up and some brought the unfinished food back home. By the end of the day, I'm glad to see that everyone had enjoyed the day including bby too. Thanks Dharma for being able to click well with my guy (: And to Ilah, I'm sure I'll be back with Dharma when I'm doing good in studies okay? <3

2010-04-04T15:17:00.001+08:00

Hello love.

2010-04-04T13:28:00.000+08:00

“Over time, things change.

You observed...you wondered.
You asked questions that were left unanswered.

Nevertheless you knew it’s for the better.
And it’s you that knows it doesn’t matter.

Do you keep wondering like as if the sky is falling?
Or keep questioning and questioning like there’s no ending?

This wasn’t supposed to be it.
Or neither was it meant to be.

You know this is for real.
And life’s like this is remarkable.”

- neefahbunc.

Statement: This is an original piece made by myself. Well I wrote this randomly out of boredom. It has no particular meaning or intention to it. It can sound either positive or negative. I was just trying to make words that rhymes sound sensible. Well if you think that it means something to you then go ahead and use it (:

2010-03-31T20:27:00.002+08:00

Hey..! Hey bby!
Thank you for today. Hee (:
I know i'm gonna miss you again since you gonna work for 5 nights straight.
I will remember you.
And thinking of you makes me giggle all alone.
Your never ending priceless expressions & random jokes. Haha.
That is so you! :D
Well, I'm sorry if shits happened tdy.
But then again, I still love you okay?
Very muchh <3

neefahbunc.

How sexes work since birth?

2010-03-30T22:09:00.003+08:00

As usual, I switched on my laptop and sign in to MSN. Since I don't read newspapers, I read news online. And I found one article that really makes me understand how both sexes work since young...

This is intersting, read this:

Communication
Who's harder? First boys, then girls
From birth, a girl baby tends to be more interested in looking at colors and textures, like those on the human face, while a boy baby is drawn more to movement, like a whirling mobile, says Dr. Sax. (These differences play out in the way kids draw: Girls tend to use a rainbow of hues to draw nouns, while boys lean toward blue, black, and silver for their more verblike pictures of vehicles crashing and wars.) In a nutshell, girls are rigged to be people-oriented, boys to be action-oriented. Because girls study faces so intently, they're better at reading nonverbal signals, such as expression and tone of voice. Boys not only learn to talk later than girls and use more limited vocabularies, they also have more trouble connecting feelings with words.

Got it? Hehe.

Lappy Crash. Dharma babes.

2010-03-29T23:48:00.008+08:00

Today was fun (: At least they weren't downs.

Woke up early in the morning today as I need to go to RP's ITHelpdesk.

Well, it has been sometime since I wanted to upgrade to Windows 7.

Thanks to my laptop which crashed yesterday night for 2 times in a row and make me go.."I really need to upgrade my laptop!"

So yeah, bby accompanied me for those 4-5 hours at RP since morning/afternoon till evening. So sweet of him eh. Sheesh~

Played card and word search while waiting.

Well boy, I know you are too good for the game '24' but I'm good at 'word search' okay?

Different people different strengths. Haha.

Surprisingly, while I'm at the IT Helpdesk, 3 familiar faces came into the Agora Hall.

Guess who? It was my dharma babes..Tasha (twintwin), Siti & Farah. OMG I miss them..!

They were having Momentum dance practices today so they sent their laptop to be upgraded.

Had quite a chat with them and we never stopped smiling and laughing over the stories they told me about their practices and stuffs.
Awww..I miss those times when w were all crazy and laughing at ourselves when we made mistakes during practices.

I really want to come for Momentum. Bby please tag along? <3

I may not be able to join you girls but I still support your every performance okay?

Practice hard alright (:

Like they say, don't count the bruises it's all about your hardwork and passion.

P/S: Dharma babes are lovee.. <3

2010-03-29T00:33:00.003+08:00

It was suppose to be a secret. ;)

Him: Bie, actually i got something to tell u

Me: Yeah what is it?

Him: Will u be shock if actually to find out i ni business man?

Me: Er? Not shock but tk percaye..y? Haha. U mrepek sia haha!

Him: Ok..i think it's time to tell u. Bt dont tell anyone okies?

Me: Haha i tk caye. Haha.

Him: Ok..see this n dont tell frens. http://www.dragosrestaurant.com/ Go see..dont tell anyone.

Me: Confirm mrepek. Tk ya tgk da tau.

Me: Haha. Restaurant u kt mane? Hilton Neew Orleans Riverside Poydras Street New Orleans, LA 70140 (504) 584-3911 FTW?

Hahahaa such a medicine eh u? Can simply make me smile so widely and laugh out loud.

Thank you for cracking me up tonight.

This happens when I know Iswan too much already. Every laughter in his every sentence... <3

Bie..bie...heehee~

2010-03-26T22:03:00.003+08:00

I don't need the sweetest guy on earth to tell me he loves me;

Because those would just be sweet talks.

I don't need the most gentlemen guy to open the door for me and clean my seat;

Because those are just temporary.

I don't need the strongest guy ever to make me feel safe and protected;

Because it would backfire anytime.

I don't need the most handsome or charming guy to make me love him;

Because appearance is not everything.

I don't need the richest guy to be my boyfriend;

Because money can't buy love.

I don't need the smartest or genius guy to make me awed;

Because if he is, I am just plain stupid to believe it.

I don't need the coolest guy to make me all proud about it;

Because it's part of arrogance.

Yours truly,

2010-03-24T20:36:00.005+08:00

Thank you for being there when I need you most.

Only god knows how much I love you.

I'm still here because of you dear.

2010-03-21T19:19:00.003+08:00

Thursday, 18 March

I went JB with family to my aunt's place as her daughter is getting engaged on Saturday. We packed our bags and head off at around 5pm. As soon as we reached there we unpack our stuffs. After which my aunty then head to shop for the needed ingredients with mum. The next day...

Friday, 19 March

I woke up early, cleaned the house, got our breakfast and started work. My cousins who lived there and myself helped out at the kitchen. From cutting the onions to washing the chicken and pulling out the feathers to making 'kuih lopez'. All the needed preparations that need to be done so Saturday won't be so busy. Car by car came into the my aunt's garage from Singapore and JB to help out in the preparations. By evening the house is half-full. Cousins slept over for one night as they knew it would be better to come one day beforehand.

Saturday, 20 March

The engagement day. Eventually we didn't only have one occasion there's 2 more occasion after that. I was told that my Uncle is getting married on the same day and we are going to celecrate my 3 year old cousin birthday. Perfect! (:

I was being awakened early in the morning at around 7am to clean up and get started. I can tell you there's countless people in the house and we are all blood related from cousins to aunties to uncles to niece and babies. While the aunties and uncles were busy in the kitchen myself, my sisters and cousins looked after the small kids. I can tell you your first impression would be, "It's like a childcare centre!" Haha. Noisy, naughty, irritating, good, supporting kids. That's how I would describe them to you. I shall upload the videos and pictures..ugly or pretty ones as soon as I get them. (: At 2pm things are nearly done so one by one gets on their best look for the long day. There's endless queue at the toilet to ironing the clothes. Hahaha. Lucky I got myself all ready first when I saw the toilet is available. (: At the moment my girls and I were done with make ups they took their DSLRs and started cam-whoring.

The engagement started at 2.30pm and my uncle's wedding came after it. It then ended one and a half hour later. After the guests left we started packing up from washing the plates to cleaning the living room and started to set up for my little cousin's birthday. It's her 3rd birthday party and we've set up games for the kampong kids and our little childcare kids. Not to forget the young adults too had their game of fun. The girls and I, got one room and locked ourself as we had plans for sabotaging. My sisters got a packet of flour and filled them into balloons while my cousins and I started blowing them. There's around 50 flour-filled balloons and we were all excited!

After cutting the cake, we ate some finger food and played a couple of games and lastly, we had our prize giving ceremony. The very moment everyone thought everything have ended, it actually haven't even started! *evil look and grins* My girls and I went into the room where our flour-filled balloons was, hold onto a few balloons in our hands and one piece of toothpick. We went to our targets and started chasing them around the house them bursting it from the top of their head. Mainly were the birthday girls elder sisters and our aunty and uncles. Not to worry, I have got really supporting uncles, aunties and parents. For the past years, they were the one who started out this tradition of sabotaging each other. And I love them. But then again bursting flour-filled balloons isn't the worst yet! HEHE! More wicked acts to come.

I have one uncle which is so called our king of sabotage and he's sabotages were the worst. He doesn't play with flour-filled balloons. He play with a packed of tomato sauce, a huge bottle of baby powder and eggs. This uncle of mine is the worst sabotage person you'll ever meet because he have actually finished a bottle of baby powder onto my 17 year old cousin for 2 straight minutes. After which, she complaint that she can't breathe during that period of time. And her face..? Don't mention it. All covered up white baby powder..hahaha! It's so funny to the max! Imagine the mess?! Oh my god the floor was so slippery due to the baby powder and sticky due to tomato sauce and eggs. I can tell you every single person in the house had white powdered hair and faces on them. The moment my sister whom was sleeping woke up while the sabotaging was happening, she thought, "Woah?! *looks left... looks right...* Everyone's so white!" LOL!

During the sabotaging period, we realized that the bridegroom ran away to the neighbour's house as she didn't want to get sabotaged. So we worked with her mother and her mother called the neighbour to ask her to come back as her cousins from Singapore is going back home. But it was just plain lie.She got back home but didn't went in because she knows she is going to get sabotaged. The moment my cousin and I came to her, she ran away she ran the whole kampong but I managed to get her because I was familiar with the shortest route that she might go to. The both of us dragged her home and everyone were waiting for her beauty arrival. Haha. With 2 raw eggs in my hand, I broke them at the bridegroom's hair in addition, she got baby powder, and 2 jug filled of tap water on her. And I guess that completed our sabotage.

Next, CLEAN UP TIME! Since everyone played along so all of us cleaned the mess together. Awww..hehe. So yeah, baby, if you were to be part of my family one day you will need to go through this every year alright? Hehe. I will upliad the pics as soon as possible alright. Thank you for reading (: Come by again for the pictures okay?

P/S: It was a busy and fun day but I miss Drago very much.

"My heart jumped for joy the moment I listen to your voice when I got home safe and sound. Hehs."

2010-03-19T00:40:00.002+08:00

Currently at JB.

& I keep thinking about you.

I miss you oh so badly :(

2010-03-18T22:26:00.005+08:00

Taken frm erynne's blog (:

Appearance:
I am 5’4 or shorter.I have many scars.
I tan easily.
I wish my hair was a different colour.I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have a tattoo.
I am self-conscious about my appearance.
I have/I’ve had braces.
I wear glasses.
I’d get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free, scar-free.I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
I have more than 2 piercings.
I have piercings in places besides my ears.
I have freckles.

Family/Home Life:I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve been kicked out of the house.
I have a sibling less than one year old.
I want to have kids someday.
I have children.
I’ve lost a child.

Embarrassment:I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation.
Disney movies still make me cry.
I’ve snorted while laughing.
I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
I’ve glued my hand to something.
I’ve laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
I’ve had my pants rip in public.

Health:
I was born with a disease/impairment.I’ve had stitches.
I’ve broken a bone.
I’ve had my tonsils removed.
I’ve sat in a doctor’s office with a friend.
I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
I’ve had surgery.
I’ve had chicken pox.

Traveling:
I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day.
I’ve been to Canada.
I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
I’ve been to Japan.
I’ve Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
I’ve been to Spain.
I’ve been to Africa.
I’ve been to France.

Experiences:
I’ve been lost in my city.
I’ve seen a shooting star.
I’ve wished on a shooting star.
I’ve seen a meteor shower.
I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
I’ve been to a casino.
I’ve been skydiving.
I’ve gone skinny dipping.
I’ve played spin the bottle.
I’ve crashed a car.
I’ve been skiing.I’ve been in a play.I’ve met someone in person from the internet.
I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
I’ve seen the Northern Lights.
I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
I’ve played chicken.
I’ve played a prank on someone.
I’ve ridden in a taxi.
I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
I’ve eaten Sushi.
I’ve been snowboarding.
Relationships:
I’m single.
I’m in a relationship.
I’m available.
I’m engaged.
I’m married.
I’ve gone on a blind date.
I’ve been the dumpee more than the dumper.
I miss someone right now.
I have a fear of abandonment.
I’ve been divorced.
I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality:
I’ve had a crush on someone of the same gender.
I’ve kissed a member of the same gender.I’ve had sex with more than one person at the same time.
I am a cuddler.
I’ve been kissed in the rain.I’ve had sex outdoors.I’ve hugged a stranger.
I have kissed a stranger.
I have had sex with a stranger.
Honesty/Crime:
I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
I have lied to my parents about where I am.
I am keeping a secret from the world.
I’ve cheated while playing a game.
I’ve cheated on a test.I’ve run a red light.
I’ve been suspended from school.
I’ve witnessed a crime.
I’ve been in a fist fight.
I’ve been arrested.
I’ve shoplifted.
Drugs/Alcohol:
I’ve consumed alcohol.
I’ve smoked a cigarette.
I(‘ve) smoke(d) pot.
I regularly drink.
I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them.
I’ve done hard drugs.

I’ve been addicted to an illegal drug.

2010-03-14T20:15:00.002+08:00

“I love u more than you love me...

~~You hate me~~ more than I hate u...

Because u can’t love as much as how I love u... “ - Drago

Really? Hmm... J

Happy 2nd Monthsary Dearest Iswan

2010-03-14T17:39:00.011+08:00

[Double click to image to view]

It took me hours to get this done within one day.

I hope you like it. (:

2010-03-12T23:42:00.005+08:00

ღ Just you. ღ

I am loving my holidays because it means that more time spent with Drago bby. Hehe.

Currently, I am looking for a new job. Because I need a higher paying part-time job.

Do tell me if there's vacancy alright people?

Now I am looking forward to my 2 walk-in interviews. Hope I'll make it.

A conversation we had earlier today..

Him: Bie, if I get another job then I would support the both of us.

Me: Hmm, but I need a better job real bad to support my family.

Bby, it was so thoughtful of you to support me as well. I know you love me right? & I'm glad you do. (: But my main motive of working is to support my family and partly myself. Thank you for being such a sweetheart. I love you. Hehs.

Bby, if you were to notice, time flies so fast and it's nearing 2 months already. We never fail to meet each other every week since the day we got together and I'm happy with you. Really really. Like you said the other day, I think we've been all over Singapore already. Cool aye? Thanks to you who never fail to ask me out when you had plans. ;)

This coming week would be spent with family over at JB for 3 days 2 nights. There's a wedding occasion so we thought of helping out a coupla days before so yeah. Nevertheless, I will still meet Drago on Monday & Wednesday since the both of us will need to attend an interview.

Take care! (:

2010-03-10T03:04:00.000+08:00

“Sorry I failed being a good girlfriend to you.”

“Sorry I let it all out.”

“Sorry I made you hate me.”

“Sorry I missed out proving to you that I love you.”

“Sorry I didn’t make you feel appreciated. “

You have seen my worst and I am going to make things better for the sake of my love towards you.

Never in my life have I shed countless tears for a guy I love so much.

I know love means nothing when you used it often.

I know saying is not enough for it to happen.

It’s just so immature to abuse the word love.

But how can I show you?

I am not perfect. I am never perfect.

I have tried my very best to be a good girlfriend to you.

And you’ve been through my worst too.

Saying sorry also does not heal.

Now let me prove it to you that I really love you

I will sacrifice how much I love you okay?

I will.

Because I believe only this sacrifice will make you remember how much I love you.

2010-03-06T23:35:00.002+08:00

LOVE

“Someone asked me what is love
is it good, is it bad
Is it awesome? Is it terrible?
I honestly didn't know how to answer them.
I finally decided that love is the most complicated of all emotions”

Love is kind
love is harsh
love is wonderful
love is terrible
love is a cure
love is a sickness
love is LOVE
love is hate
love is meaningful
love is pointless
love shows the best in people
love shows the worse in people
love makes us speak truth
love makes us lie
love understands everything
love confuses everyone
love builds your life
love tears your heart down
love makes you smile
love makes you cry
love makes us cuddle
love makes us hit
love makes the world go round
love makes the world go crashing down
love makes things simple
love makes things impossible
love is always worth it
love is never worth it
love makes us smarter
love makes us stupid
love is enlightening!
love is BLIND

love encourages
love scares
love is peaceful
love creates fights
love is soothing
love is tough

...and above all
Love is always worth it
because you become a better person
everytime you love someone
from the simplest careing for a friend
to the deepest desire to love someone til the world ends
from the unconditional love of a child
to the complicated love of the gods
there is...no meaning to love
love means...everything

No matter how much it hurts you, or makes you cry
tires your spirt, and splits your soul.
Love is always worth it...because what doesn't kill you
it makes you stronger
And however long it takes
you will be, a better person because you lived, through love.
You weren't afraid to make mistakes, choices and try again.
And...above all, love someone no matter what people think.
You would die for that person...but you would also live for them.
That...is the true meaning of love...

2010-03-05T22:06:00.010+08:00

DOUBLE CLICK THE PICTURES IF IT'S TOO SMALL TO VIEW (:

^ The committee for AY10/11

^ feat. Kak Ain & Izzah

^ feat. Oza & Zie

^ feat. Tasha & Fida

^ feat Ilah & Oza

^ feat. Tasha Twintwin (:

^ feat. Khai & Wan

^ feat. Wan & Tasha

^ eyelashes on puh-lease ?

^ feat. satan & demon (left)

^ feat. Arynn & Ilah

^ feat. Nadia & Irah

^ feat. Ilah (during dance practice)

^camwhore sessions before performance

^ bestest company to be with

^ missing those make up sessions

^ when everyone is busy preparing themselves

^ pretty babes looking great for the show

^ i love them to bits and pieces

^ camwhoring is necessary before performances right ? ^^

^ BOG performance

^ when the journey starts out as "Semut Merah" & "Semut Hitam" <3<3<3

^ Ramadhan on Wheels

^ MUSE cum Angels & Demons

I miss korang so much okay? Tsk.

2010-03-05T19:42:00.003+08:00

"Is It You?" - Cassie

I'm looking for a lover not a friend
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to
I'm looking for someone who won't pretend
Somebody not afraid to say
The way they feel about you

And I'm looking for someone who understands
How I feel
Someone who can keep it real
And who knows the way
The way I like to have it my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there
Wants to share
Shows he cares
Thinkin' you're the one that I've been waiting for

[chorus: 2x]
Is it you? Is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

I'm looking for someone to share my pain
Someone who I can run to
Who will stay with me when it rains
Someone who I can cry with through the night
Someone who I can trust whose heart is right
And I'm looking for someone

And I'm looking for someone who understands
How I feel
Someone who can keep it real
And who knows the way
The way I like to have it my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there
Wants to share
Shows he cares
Thinking you're the one that I've been waiting for

[chorus 2x]

Take for granted how much I care (how much I care)
Appreciates that I'm there
Someone who listens
And someone I can call who isn't afraid of love to share

[chorus 2x]

2010-03-02T22:12:00.002+08:00

I'm in love with this.

It was specially dedicated to me by Mr Iswan.

Alive by Black Eyed Peas:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f6ZZadYzao8&feature=related

Here's a couple of lyrics from the song...

I got so much love
For you darlin' and I,
I wanna let you know how I feel

And it's true that I love you
And it's true your the only one and I do,
I adore you
And it's true girl

You make me feel alive I've I've I've [x4]

2010-03-02T22:04:00.002+08:00

Hello readers (:

Well I'm back writing about my daily holiday life.

I was a home the whole day today and it's kind of boring.

So I went on youtube and watch some gag films.

And I want to share with you this very annoying orange film.

Very hilarious. If you are down and need something to cheer you up, watch this:

http://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=annoying+orange+wazzup&search_type=&aq=3&oq=anno

There's a couple more episodes for you to catch too.

I hope you like it..

Because I do. (:

Take care peeps.

***

Holidays are kind of boring sometimes especially when you don't have money to spent on the things you like and all you do is work most of the time.

Thanks to bby, he never fail to kill my boredom all the time.

2010-03-02T14:24:00.003+08:00

My favourite chocolate...
chocolate blanco con avellanas enteras y arroz crujiente

- RITTER SPORT

2010-02-25T13:40:00.001+08:00

“Thanks for being part of my life. I hearts you lots. No words can describe how happy and joyful I am being with you all these while. You are a prisoner in my heart dear. And there is no way to unlock it forever as there is no key was created. Muah.”

Yours Truly,

Wan Drago

2010-02-22T19:29:00.002+08:00

You are like a candy jar full or sweetness and sourness.

Sometimes u tickle me pink,

whenever my heart sink.

Make me high,

whenever I sigh.

You are my adrenaline rush.

Yours truly,

♥ bby bunc.

2010-02-17T13:25:00.003+08:00

From Left: feat. Drago (the leader), Kamil (the follower), Petir (the rider) & Yan (Mr act cool)

Those are just random not for real. It started off when bby started calling himself 'Po'. Then I thought, "How about naming his friends one?" There you go. Haha...joking only ar.
It's bby evolving from, Metal head to Braga to Drago to Iswan to Po. How cute...Haha (:

Bby, being random, he told me to go and watch this link.
Bby: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rWD_JR09xxg
Bby: U, go to watch this pls pls?
Me: Hmm okay.
*moments later*
Me: HAHAHAHAH!
Bby: Yg 'Po' tu i.
Me: A'ah seh mcm u..SAME! Hahaha.

2010-02-17T00:40:00.005+08:00

Tuesday : 17 Feb 2010

I was working today. Work is fine...and very relaxing because the manager is not around. Helped clean the store and serve a couple of customer. It wasn't so busy so i filled my time playing game, MSN-ing with bby and called him up during lunch time. Ended my work at 8am and head off to meet bby at AMK. He bought me contact lens solution. How sweet of him! Hee~ because mine's all used up and almost all shops that I went to were closed. Tsk. Thank god he was there to get them for me. [Thank you bby.]

***

After which, we head off to Yishun dam to chill and spent time even if it's not for long. [Bby, I miss you soo much!] The moment we sit & chill, I've realized that you are such a sweetheart. OMG. That place is so sweet. Like OMG. I love nature and yes last night was beautiful and memorable. I am glad we met after work. Buzzed off at 10.45pm since he's going off to get his free full tank petrol his friend offered him. I told him to drop me at Yishun MRT station as I don't want him to waste his time and I know that I'll be fine. Hope to meet him again this week when the both of us is not working. [Maybe on Thursday? (:]

***

That's all for now. I am working again tomorrow. & I think I am going to rot at work. 10.30am-9pm. Zzzz.. Goodnight readers. (:

2010-02-15T20:57:00.005+08:00

A convo of our usual talks on the phone when we fail to meet each other.

I started crapping with him and he entertained my craps.

Bby: Bie, let's talk about something important...*serious tone*

Me: Okay what...?

Bby: Let's talk about me...you...& our wedding.

Me: Wat the ??? *laughing away*

Bby: Mas kahwin u, due ribu... hantaran due ratus... hadiah I kasi u,

cincin lollipop... hadiah u kasi I, satu botol T2.

Me: *laughing her ass off & thinking... T2??? T2 minyak untuk motor u!* HAHA!

God, he's so full of craps and I find them cute. Thank you for bringing him into my life because I won't ever stop smiling and laughing away whenever I'm with him.

2010-02-15T12:31:00.004+08:00

UPDATES (:

Year 1 is over now. Daily grades seemed fine but UT grades are way off. Damn. I got the feeling that I will need to retake Entrepreneurship module. Ugh. Nevertheless, I am excited to take the 5 art-related module in year 2... like AT LAST! I bet it's gonna be a busy year for me this year. No more playing around Iffah. Now it's holiday and I have to spent my every moment doing things I need to do and chose to do rather than things I don't want to do and is forced to do. Schedule's for work is in and I am going to work hard for it. Like they say, no pain no gain.

***

14 Feb 2010. Familiar? Yes it's Valentines Day & also Chinese New Year this year. As for, me it's not any ordinary day. This particular day marks the very most memorable day for me to remember from now on. To my dearest Iswan, Happy ONE monthsary of knowing each other. Thanks for spending the time with me on the 14th. I love you very much and I am looking forward to the coming months dear (:

***

A note for dearest:

"I don't need you to be a gentleman to win my heart. You will just need to be yourself and do things from the bottom of your heart. I will try to understand you and I hope you try your best too. In love, shits do happen but please allow conversations to flow. While you talk I will listen and when I talk I hope you listen too. That'll work out okay bby? We've been through rough times but please remember if you are at fault, I am too. So lets not blame each other because I know it won't be for long. We shall allow time sets the best out of us and grow together and learn from mistakes.

I LOVE YOU to bits and pieces Iswan... <3"

Get well soon baby.

2010-02-13T01:06:00.004+08:00

it hurts so much to hear those vulgarities coming out of your mouth.

it hurts so much when you have to scream out loud on the phone while you can choose to ask me why things happen.

you throw me too much questions and didn't give me a chance to answer.

it hurts damn much. don't you know?

it was my fault. yes my fucking fault.

i deserve it yes i do. & what do you care right?

anger controls you too much.

you should have known that anger doesn't solve the problem.

shits happens but please don't settle it in this manner.

i love you iswan.

i love you too much.

it won't happen again.

please forgive me.

2010-02-11T22:29:00.002+08:00

Mask of life

Time to work more. Got to help my parents financially. Only we know what problems we face.

It's been my job now and I won't feel good until I satisfy what my parents need. I feel that I really need to buck up on my studies too. I will need to back off from whatever passion I have. It hurts indeed. But I want to change this for the better. Maybe now is not the time to go for passion. Some things or some people just need me more. I've thought through things and I am sticking to this decision. Please don't ask anymore.

2010-02-09T23:37:00.004+08:00

I MISS YOU THE VERY MOMENT YOU LEAVE ME

AFTER SENDING ME HOME EVERYDAY.

"I've never had enough of you. (: "

A dinner conversation we had...

Bby : You, should I quit school?

Me : NO...Why?

Bby : I macam nak nikah ngn u bsk uh. *serious look*

Me: Huh? Jangan merepak lah. *wide smile* (:

I was speechless.

2010-02-06T18:40:00.001+08:00

2010-02-01T10:40:00.012+08:00

These pictures, was taken yesterday.
This is what happen on unplanned Sundays.
My Sundays have been the most memorable day of the week now. ♥

Met bby at 3pm around his area.
From there we head to Tong Seng to get our late lunch.
It's been such a long time since I went Bugis and get a life.
All these while I've been busy with either work or school stuffs.
Got my pay & I went shopping with bby.
Got 2 dresses and shorts for just $22.
Damn gorgeous. I love it very much.
Initially I thought of buying a $15 vintage dress but I think it's not worth it.
I did tried to bargain but it's not possible.
It's so cool to bargain. Haha. Cheap thrills (:

After shopping we chilled outside BK and bumped into my elder sister.
Damn! Haha. Introduced her to dearest boyfriend. & yeah NOW she knows!
Well she's okay with it though. (: ^^
After which, bby & I proceeded to Pasir Ris chalet since we got no plans.
Met his work friend and we knocked off at 10.30pm.
I know it's kinda late but I just don't want my Sunday to pass like that.
So we head to "pasar malam" at Woodlands MRT to get the vadaii that I've been craving for.
Hehe~ I like. There goes my long day.
From his place to Bugis to Pasir Ris & Woodlands.
Thank you for the day & I know you love me boy. Hehe (:

2010-01-27T11:38:00.004+08:00

So much on updates on my love life. Let's get down to my weekly schedule.
*looks at organizer*

27/01 :
(After school) Start doing preparations for Entrepreneurship module.
28/01:
(After school) Finish up Entrepreneurship props making. / Help out at the MCG logistic room.
01/02-05/02:
(After school) Study for UT3.
08/02-12/02:
UT3 week.
13/02:
Holiday starts! [= Upcoming dance practices for Momentum 2010.] :(

***

I really gotta take a break from dance practices this week.

Have been skipping dance classes. I'm sorry.
My schedule's currently packed.
Now I will need to concentrate on UT3
NO more play time Iffah! Even work is being put aside.
Will be working again once holiday starts. I need cash %$#@!
***

2010-01-27T10:41:00.005+08:00

[Us in the library after school]

[Monday 25 /01/10]
^ Bby's bike new head.^ Fixing and putting it in place (Y)

^ Completed!

^ Bby's gorgeous TZM

There you go..I went to accompany dearest Drago on Monday since I skipped class that day.
He have been wanting to fix his bike's head for the past to weeks & went to get his bike done.
The bike is 80% completed because he still needs to get the stickers on the head.
Dearest was elated to see the finishing touches on his bike.
However, I wasn't able to snap the completed touches of his bike because my hp decided to die on me.
Anyways, I did enjoy my day even though we were both tired.
Went to meet his friends after that and head home by 9.30pm.
Pheww~ Long tiring day. From Woodlands, to Jalan Besar and to Woodlands again.
Thank you for asking me to accompany you. (: ♥

2010-01-25T09:51:00.006+08:00

ADDICTED TO YOU

Looks like fun?
Yes yes, I had fun. Loads of fun. Hehe~
Now every Sunday is my Drago day. :D
Just like yesterday, we went out together.

Met him around his area at 3pm. He got his new hairdo & I love it. (:
Thanks for not cutting botak. EEEEE~! Haha!
We head off to Marina Square to get our late lunch an hour later.
Thanks to him, I think it would be my next favourite makan place. Hehe.
As planned before hand, bby and I played pool.
For the first time I played pool with only 2 players in the game.
It was fun & hilarious. I won't mention it here.
& Oh, he won me 3 games over 5 games. Haha. Not bad ey? :D
After which, we proceeded by the bay and had long chats.
At around 10pm, we head to McDonalds to get my Sundae ice-cream
that I was craving for & we headed back home once I'm done.

Thank you for that day. Thank you for everything.
It went well and it does make my day.
I LOVE YOU BBY ♥

P/S : Bby, I believe that love is for the lucky and brave ones.
Thank GOD I met you, I've found the one I love with all my heart.
You know, I know but other people don't know...
♥ ♥ ♥

2010-01-23T05:07:00.005+08:00

It's 5.07 am now. & I'm still awake and not sleepy but maybe a little hungry.
Promised baby to accompany him from home since he is working today. So I did.
I've pulled through the night. Yay!
It is way past bedtime and I know I will need to tell myself to get my rest once I'm sleepy.
Oh, I think I just heard my dad's alarm clock ringing.
That's something I don't hear everyday.
Because I am usually fast asleep during this hour.
& the best part is that I will not be even affected by any wakening sounds around me.
I guess, mom or dad will be up soon. My guess.
So I'd better switch of my lappy.
Baby finished his work too so yeah.
Thank you lappy & connection for accompanying me the whole night.
If not I would have froze on my bed and received missed calls or unread messages from baby.
Haha. Goodnight. Have a good rest while I am still asleep, lappy. Haha (:

2010-01-23T03:02:00.005+08:00

I don't know why but I find this cute.
I was awed by this picture.
You see, even a dog is able to bring the cat a fish.
A cat and a dog, well it doesn't match does it?
So do humans. (:
So it's not wrong to see 2 different people being together.

2010-01-22T21:57:00.006+08:00

I love the way you look at me.

I love the way you pay attention to everything that I say.

I love the way you are.

I love the way you smile.

I love the way you ask me "What?" when I observe you.

I love the way you tease me.

I love the way you talk to me.

I love the way you came to fetch me & send me home safely.

I love the way you comfort me.

I love the way you call me baby.

I love the way you called me up to check if I'm okay.

I love the way you care about me.

I love the way you make sure I take my medicine.

I love the way you are & who you are when you are with me.

I love the way you respect me for who I am.

I love the way we started talking craps.

I love the way you continued my line and we got all crackin' about it.

I love the way we never fail to entertain each other.

I love the way we speak like no other couples do.

I love the way we spent time together.

I love the way we settle our disputes.

I love to see you being your true self.

I love to see your mind getting corrupted when you are not able to read me.

I love to see how cute you were when you eat.

I love to see you being all naughty and nice.

I love to see you looked into my eyes and wonder whats in my mind.

I love to see you sulk when I tease you.

We are different.
That's basically it.
We know we don't have to look like any other fresh couples.
& we also know that status is nothing.
It is the heart that matters most.
Only we know where we are going to bring this love to.
It's a very-very long journey ahead.
& I am sure there are going to be ups & downs.
Nevertheless, I will prepare myself for any falls.
But I hope we'll pull through as one.
We shall allow time to draw our journey now.

♥Neefah loves Drago to bits & pieces.♥

2010-01-20T22:27:00.003+08:00

2010-01-18T09:55:00.005+08:00

^ you have achieved that (:

Good times & Bad times

Good times.
Went out with Drago yesterday.
Met him at 2pm at AMK MRT.
Head of to his friends place to get the head of his bike done.
Well i'm impressed to see that the new head is gorgeous but then again it's half done.
Can't wait to see when it's done :D
Went off at 6pm and head to Downtown.
Ate KFC and off to the beach.
I miss the sound of the waves. OMG.
That night was the sweetest thing.
You know, I know, no one else know ♥ (:
Time check, 10pm, time to get moving.
We rode off to Tampines, met his friend and ton till the morning ;)
Reached home at 8am, wash up and off to school.
Thank you for the 18hours together.
I had fun with you the whole day (:
I hope you are too. ♥

Bad times.
Sorry mummy.
Sorry daddy.
Sorry kakak.
Sorry nana.
Sorry izat.
Sorry pakcik.
Sorry Drago.

This shit wasn't suppose to happen. My bad :(

2010-01-17T01:43:00.002+08:00

I don't care about your past.

All I care about is now and the future.

Yes I do & I don't force to change you.

You know what's best for yourself.

2010-01-15T22:41:00.003+08:00

What is love?

Maybe I do not expect anything now.
But this opportunity is something I would like see happening.
I am not so sure myself.
Maybe it's just your presence.
Sometimes I wonder what's into me.
Like why is this all happening and why do I make it happen?
This is fast. Yes it is.
Is this due to the word "change" that you introduced to me?
Well maybe. I want to see you change for the better. I do .
From what I know, I am fine with the current situation.
Im leaving the past as past.
I'll remember 14 from now onwards. Haha.

Found this & it's cool :

"Love is, when you've realised, that you're not the one for him, and you've accepted that fact, and you feel happy, when he found happiness without you, and smile, that he'll be able to lead a happy life, because you know he deserves the best he can get out of this world, and you'll sacrifice anything to make sure he gets that."

"Love is like riding a bike, sometimes you fall and get back up, sometimes you lie there feeling sorry for yourself, sometimes you lie there laughing, sometimes you bring others down with you and sometimes you are just too hurt to even think of starting again."

"We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly."

I like the last part in red. Goodnights!

2010-01-06T23:57:00.004+08:00

Tomorrow, I will be having RP Open House performance. The effing biggest event of the year. BOG (Board of Governors) is coming down to watch this performance at around 7pm at TRCC Theatre Level 2 tomorrow. My 5 girls and I have been 'fucked up' by Cikgu Rahman just now due to the improper full-dressed rehearsal. I guess this wasn't suppose to happen. There is actually sufficient time to get ready but we screwed it up.

Well tomorrow straight after UT we need to go and get all ready by just 30 mins. UT ends at 5pm, and we need to be ready all dressed up, make-up done and hair do done by 5.30pm. WTF? Tomorrow is my busy busy busy & long tiring day. Looks like lesser eating time. All filled with preparations for the performance later tomorrow. Sighs. Thank god dinner is provided. :D

Well, I hope everything goes well tomorrow. Gosh!

De-brief based on the full-dress rehearsal just now by Mr.Ganesh:

You can dance and enjoy but something is missing..."It's like having sex without an orgasm."

HAHA. Coolness~

2010-01-01T20:24:00.005+08:00

Those couple of pictures...

Mrs Bunc went out with siblings for lunch today.
Got mutton chop & then waffles as dessert.
Yummeh. ;D
Initial plan was to test our photography skills at Sembawang park but we ended up here because it was raining. -.-
Shall take more pictures & edit them someday then. (:

2009-12-22T17:43:00.004+08:00

I was very touched by this. I can see the amount of effort that is being put by Huda and the people involved in this video. Thank you soo much girls. LOVE YOU! ♥

2009-12-16T20:12:00.004+08:00

A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be mature and grown up.

Believe it or not shy guys are the easiest to talk to, it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unoticabley tell them about yours.

When a guy doesn’t touch you flirtily a lot, but smiles at you a lot and makes eye contact a lot, its probably because he likes you and feels weird about touching you…but really wants to.

Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.

Guys relate everything a lot of things to sex... a joke, a slip of the tongue, a giggle, a yawn, a stretch, whatever...its stupid but true.

Boys liked to be talked to. A guy will feel more comfortable around a girl if the girl starts talking to them.

Guys will always check out other girls, even if we make it less obvious when we're around you, it does not mean we're considering leaving you for the girl on the bus. It just comes to us without thinking, so don't freak out when a guy looks at another girl. It's just nature, and we know you were oggling at the cute guy that just walked passed. And hey, guys can have female friends just like girls can have male friends, just because he gets a text from a girl does not mean he is cheating on you. But if this does make things awkward, talk about it.

At some point a guy will try to play fight with you. There are two reasons for this: a) Guys like to fight and show you how strong they are. b) It gives them an excuse to touch you.

Guys only like sluts when they're single, as soon as their in a relationship, its just annoying.

Guys may not know how to handle a relationship, we admit, we're not the greatest nor the smartest at doing things right. But girls are definitely not any better, so please don't argue with us and make it seem like you know how things are supposed to be and your ways are right. It may seem logical, but frankly, it always isn't.

Guys love anything you wear. Really. Don't continuously ask them how you look every time you wear something.

THE NUMBER ONE RULE: Don't rub the lamp if you don't want the genie to come out.

Well, I don't get the last part. But nevermind. :D

2009-12-12T12:05:00.003+08:00

DOUBLE LIFE

Do you ever feel like
your living two lives?
One where you are
strong and brave and never cry.

One where you take care
of every one
and help fix their problems
so they can live
their perfect lives
One where you are smart
and funny and sarcastic

And then there's your second life.
One no one knows about.
One where you are
weak and scared.

Where your eyes
are always red
and your pillow
stained with tears.

One where you
need people to
take care of you
or even notice you.

Where you are just
a scared and a hurt
little girl.
But no one
can ever know.

No one can know
that you cried and is hurt
because you have to be strong.
Because if your not strong ... No one will be.

2009-12-08T10:34:00.002+08:00

This little boy he's being admitted to the hospital. It's my little brother, going 2 years old. He have been having fever for the past few days. Fever made him lose his appetite and not eating. Temperature have been inconsistent from 38 degree to 42.2 degree. I hope he is doing fine. I just called my sister and I was told that he is asleep now.

*Get well soon baby <33*

2009-12-07T10:11:00.003+08:00

Currently in RP library. Yeah I'm sticking to my Plan A which is being absent and studying in the library. Haha (:

Well, today is a busy day after school. Will be having the regular Monday practices and ISF rehearsal today, the same day. OMG.

2009-12-06T21:47:00.004+08:00

I don't feel like coming to school tomorrow.
It's entrepreneurship & we have to wear formal.
Plus, it's a monday, and there will be elevator pitch.
& we will be presenting infront of the lecture room.
Fcuk.
One X down. One more to go.
Using it for tomorrow?

Ugh. I'm already sleepy.
Gdnight readers (:

Plan A: Absent & study in the library.
Plan B: Partial & study in the library.

2009-12-06T00:52:00.002+08:00

Look at the time now.
&& she is working tmrw.
Need a massage real bad.
Nighty nights! *lovess*

I gotta hold on

2009-12-04T23:52:00.003+08:00

Multi-tasking is what I think I do best.

Currently, folding my clothes, listening to songs, singing, blogging, MSN-ing, bluetooth video, uploading videos to facebook.

Well sometimes I feel like a robot.

No life yet very busy.

So many commitments so little time.

I want to update my blog but at the same time is thinking about the things that I will need to do in the coming weeks.

Tomorrow, I'd be having a full-run for ISF from 9.30am-12.30pm. Afterwhich, I will need to go to work from 2pm-9.30pm.

Sunday, I'd be working from 11am-5pm. Hopefuly I'm not going to be extended.

Monday - Wednesday, school as usual then going for dance pracctice from 5.30pm-9.30pm

& I am not proud to say that I am having my UT on Wednesday till 5pm.

& I have not studied yet. Shit happens.

Thursday, is my the actual day and would end at latest 10pm.

Noticed something?

I got no rest. Tsktsk.

I can tell you that I'm gotta lose weight by the end of next week.

I don't want to fall sick.

P/S: "Dear strong antibodies, keep me going okay?" *loves*

2009-12-02T21:32:00.003+08:00

Me am tired.
Me body and mind not functioning.
Me got 2-3 performances.
Me need rest.
Me working on weekend.
Me dance on every weekdays.
Me am not a robot.
Me got feeling.
Me is excited because it is December.
Me is going to be legally 18.
Me want to go to the beach.
Me needs break and enjoy with loved ones.
Me wants to say thank you to readers.

Come again ! :D

2009-12-01T10:14:00.002+08:00

Find
Arms that will hold you at ur weakest,
Eyes that will see you at ur ugliest,
Heart that will love at ur worst.

I am taking my break too.

2009-11-27T20:10:00.004+08:00

Loving you is...

Wanting
to be with you every moment
of the day and night
for the rest of my life

Taking
care of you when you are sick
or hurt in any kind of way
and making sure that you are always well.

Cheering
you up when you are sad
or getting into some kind of
trouble that made you feel down
Getting out of those bad moods
that you get into sometimes.

Hoping
that all the dreams and plans
that we have about the
both of us being together
for the rest of our lives come true.

Knowing
that my live wouldn't be
complete without you or
having your love with me always.

2009-11-25T23:05:00.002+08:00

I was looking for quotes at deviantart.com and read through the comments.
& I found this comment.
It gave me a good laugh.
Wth? HAHA.

If you are not able to read the words...
Here you go,

Kasei: ....... Are you sitting in front of a fan?
Kara: No.
Kasei: All I hear is, like, air blowing.
Kara: Oh, that's just the sound of my penis breathing.
Kasei: .........................ffffffffffffffffffffffffffft.

2009-11-25T22:40:00.001+08:00

A good boyfriend will put on the "perfect guy" act around your parents,
Your true love will call them mum and dad, then try to move in.

A good boyfriend will kiss you in front of his mates,
Your true love will kiss you in front of your parents.

A good boyfriend will stay on the phone with you all night,
Your true love will be there beside you watching you sleep.

A good boyfriend will tell you you're pretty,
Your true love will take your makeup off you because you're already beautiful without it.

A good boyfriend will buy you presents,
Your true love will steal your stuff.

A good boyfriend will stop when you beg him to,
Your true love will keep teasing you just so he can redeem himself later.

A good boyfriend will tell you you don't need to diet because you're fine how you are,
Your true love will force you to eat.

A good boyfriend will remember your anniversary, birthday, etc.
Your true love will remember the first thing you said when you were first alone (no matter how stupid it was).

A good boyfriend will borrow a couple of games for awhile,
Your true love will borrow your phone for weeks and steal your MP3 player.

A good boyfriend will complain that your room's too girly,
Your true love will complain about the colour of your underwear.

A good boyfriend will agree your teddies are cute,
Your true love will carry them around the mall with you.

A good boyfriend will help you up when you fall,
Your true love will pick you up randomly, whether you like it or not.

A good boyfriend will tell you he loves you,
Your true love won't need to.

2009-11-25T22:25:00.005+08:00

True Love...

Is when you are afraid to let go as you are afraid you cannot hold them again...
Is when you are afraid to look away as you are afraid they will not be there when you look back...
Is when you cannot say goodbye but only hold them close...
Is only found once so hold it close...
Is when you fear to die and wish to live forever...
Is when you can look at the other and know what they are thinking...
Is when you are able to relax with another, to show them your vulnerability...
Is when you can trust someone completely...

2009-11-25T22:13:00.001+08:00

"They say loving someone gives pains and full of sacrifices.
But I'll rather take pains and lots of sacrifices than not
to be loved by you."

Thoughts on MUSE 2009 & Dharma Repfus3

2009-11-12T18:29:00.005+08:00

Thoughts on MUSE 2009 & Dharma Repfus3

MUSE is finally over.
I don't know how to expression it in short.
All kinds of emotions are present.

To Dharma Repfus3 MUSE 2009, I am proud we made it; together, as one.

I want to thank Cikgu Rahman for his choreography.
It's very interesting and different. Year 3s, I love you, I miss you.
Have a good journey ahead.
Thanks for everything. *sobsob*
Even if it's only one dance, the journey we've been through is memorable.
All the Ramadhan practices till now, have made us closer.

To our Dharma Repfus3 president, Kak Ain.
I remembered the very first time you talked to us regarding continuing the dance on Persada Juara Tari.
We almost gave up on it because competition was around the corner.
But you gave us good thoughts and brings us forward.
We then made it and got the 2nd place.
MUSE trainings were very tough I can say, but you were there.
Even if you fall sick a coupla times and is busy with FYP, you still did a good job.
I'm proud that you are the president & I wish you all the best in your final year in RP. ♥♥♥

To Khai, thanks for carrying the buloh back and forth most of the time before and after practices. & I hope your leg is fine now. =)
To Dan, thanks for the teamwork and friendship. :D
To Wan, thanks for 'quitting' just to commit and be in Dharma Repfus3. ^^
To Fir, thanks for the support by coming to practices even if you are involved in other stuffs like Kental Ah Lu Mat. ;)
To Syafiq, thanks for making me feel less nervous before the performance. :)

To my dearly girls, 'WE'VE MADE IT!!!'
I LOVE YOU GIRLS TO BITS AND PIECES!!! ♥♥♥♥♥
Now, I'm looking forward to the FLAMES Award! Woohoo~
Partay people! ;)
Hugs...hugs and lotsa hugs to Dharma Repfus3 2009.

From the bottow of my heart,
nuriffah

Pesta Raya @ Esplanade

2009-10-19T12:50:00.005+08:00

I am so over and done with 'Pesta Raya'. Phew. Next stop, Reflections MUSE! Omg, no rest! Well, I didn't attend school today because I've decided to give my body the long sleep. Hahaha.

Yesterday 'Pesta Raya' was fun and the most exciting part was that we were around the artists' dressing room's. There was Cat Farish, Rossa, Taufik Batisah, Fuad Rahman etc etc. We bumped into Taufik Batisah and Rossa & I got to shake hands with Rossa. I was like OMG. She's one of my idols lah! It was unbelievable and she was so small, cute, short yet pretty. She looks very gorgeous with that little red dress. Too bad the security guards didn't allow us to take pictures with her. Tsktsk.
There were 3 slots of different timings for us to fill. So we performed 3 times yesterday. In which we only get to fill ourselves with chicken rice in between the 2nd and the 3rd slots.
After every performance, we took pictures with the audiences where most of them were foreigners. Flashes here and there like as if we were that famous. Haha. That was just a few minutes of glam. Hohoho~ One of them actually came to me randomly and asked for my permission to take pictures together. I was so shy LOL.
By the end of the 3rd slot, we had to pack up as soon as possible because we had to leave early.
For some of us, we chilled by the bay. Khairi,Wan, Shikin, Fida, Zie, Natasha, Farahah, Ilah and myself was there. Camwhored, eat and went back home. That was the most memorable day ever. <33

<33

2009-10-12T23:11:00.002+08:00

"You are my only
You won't be lonely
Even if the sky is falling down

You be my only
No need to worry
Baby are you down down down down...?"

My next favorite! loves~ [Sean Paul - Down]

photos at camp

2009-03-18T00:25:00.010+08:00

^making water balloons session

^prizes for the 6 groups

^one hamper down

^half-done

^this is the 3rd time we doing this

^i'm almost done with the top

^thanks to all hamper wrappers.

^water game(contemprary group)

^she made herself drenched at the wrong area

^teka-teki time

^new members

^lower sec.

^i dont know.

^having fun but at the same time tired.

^winners!

^this little girl is sweet okayy?

^before the accident

^hurry,put on your bowling shoes on!

^CONTEMPORARY!

^coolest people you'll ever meet.

^supporting members in the club.

^BOWLING!

^SENIORS

^ICs

^all the SINGLE LADIES!

-the song was playing when we had this pose.

^papa says that we are like factory workers.LOL.

^hand-made props ^^

^the toilet roll just spoilts it.

-atikah,me,mira

^my group IC. (:

^last night at camp.

he was sleeping while the rest had dance practice.

^congrats to our new chairman.

^nadrock in tears.sad but at the same time happy.

EVG SEC CAMP

2009-03-17T21:53:00.004+08:00

Sway to the Rythm

had camp with juniors on the 13th to 15th this month.since there's not enough manpower & cikgu wants more people to come since the more the merrier, i attended the camp & cancelled my working schedule.just for the sake of the camp.anyway i miss them loads lah okayy?

1st day,

Was very excited because i know it's going to be a long three days at camp.met atikah before reporting to school.there, i met dhidi,shikin,nurul & mira.seniors who attend the camp.break ourself up into groups of 6, contemporary(my group),dangdut(bella),fusion(nani), hiphop(atiqah), salsa(atiqkah) and bollywood(arina) & played a simple treasure hunting with them.which we then had dinner ard 7+.1st day was kinda short because we started late since it's only friday.so yeah, slept late at night because we had this meeting in the music room(our bunk) - busy preparing a coupla games for the next day.

2nd day,

woke up early in the morning at 6am to replan & reconfirm the games with atikah.and since ic's had to attend PT session with juniors, we help them with the games,setup & all.briefed the ic's before hand and started the games after lunch.the best part before the games started was, sabo-ing the juniors which was planned by cikgu iswani and ICs.we got 30 fresh eggs,5 packet of 1kg flour and 3 colgate to start their day.so yeah, they were sitting on the grass patch & we came and attack them with those stuffs.just imagine how sticky,smelly,& dirty there are at that point of time.that was our intention.did i mention they hadnt had their bathe.whoops!haha.*evil look*afterall it was a fun & tiring.

at night,

had karaoke session called 'K-NITE'.a game where u hav to fill in the missing lyrics.the group with the most number of correct lyrics wins.in this game, my group got their 3rd place if i'm not wrong.not bad huh?lights off at 10.15pm, cikgu iswani join us in the music room whr we had "gossip session".since we had jokers in the room, all of us cracked in laughters for like 20mins?even cikgu iswani joined the crazy stuffs we acted and say.only we knw wat right girls?lol.

3rd day,

woke up early to get ready for PT,again.had breakfast, wash up & got ready for bowling,located at jurong.initially,it was a suprise for all the dancers.but sumhow,this particular teacher just can't seem to keep our schedule private.after we've reached,they got into their groups & headed to their lane.seniors,ICs & teachers mix up and break up into groups of 3.it was fun when we first started but sumthings just went wrong.dearest schoolmate, shikin, had a jaw-dropping fall when she accidentally crossed the line.& since the floor was super slippery, she fell & couldn't stand.landing at the back of her head, we called the ambulance and she was brought to the hospital immediately.poor shikin.she made me tear up.it was super painful from what i see.

at night,

helped cikgu n papa with the head accessories & props making.head accessories were hand-made by our own dancers.dancers had their final practice that night for 3hrs, and had supper.followed by prize-presentation and stepping down ogf committee members.prize-presentation suprised me because i didn't expect that my group would win the first prize.congratulations guys n girls.so as to the other groups.it was a memorable camp i can say.to cikgu iswani, thanks for the tolberone.even if it's a chocolate,thanks for appreciating our help n presence.not to forget, best wishes to ex-committee members, may you girls pass your N & O lvls.work hard okayy?just focus.

& to the new committee members,

chairman: NADROCK

vice-chairman: AFIQAH aka AFFIE

treasurer: ADILLA

stock manager: SAMIRAH

and blogger: FARHANA

do commit to your responsibilities.do the best you can, be the best you can & do not dissappoint your dancers, papa or cikgu iswani.i wish you girls the best.i love you people (:

to papa, i was touched the night you cried when the senior committee step-down.& oh, i love you too okay.you made me cry when you said this:

"mcm mane saye sedih korg tinggalkn saye tahun ni,mcm gitu jgk saye sedih bile iffah, atikah, sume tinggalkn saye.daripade korg tk tau ape2,from zero, smpi korg da expert da.no matter how bad i scold you girls,dende korg,you are still here with me."it was damn touching lah.& yeah most of us run into tears.because only we know the hardship we've gone through these past years.& thank you papa for all the teachings & memories.ily.

GOOD LUCK EVG SEC MLY DANCERS FOR SYF 2009!!

Reunite

2009-03-09T22:27:00.003+08:00

^finished prac

^papa.forever high.

firstly, congrats to yanie.bcs you got the job.ceyy ceyy bbl mcm dpt ape gitu kn?haha.anyway, will be busy these days.schedule for this week full or wht?-.- i think i'll drop dead soon.

10th feb:enrol at RP

11th feb:work 12pm-9pm

12th feb:work10am-10pm

13th-15th feb:camp at evg sec

gotta settle the compulsory ones first like Rp stuffs...bare for the two days at work.Den enjoy enjoy enjoy for 3 straight days at camp.miss juniors uh.if i confirmed going, i'll be their IC for the camp.woohoo.siap korg.haha.kakak dah mai.

mit dem jst now.it was a suprise lah actually.entered the room and they we like, "KAK IFFAH!!" den there go the hugs n kisses.glamour seminit u.haha.i was really glad to meet them today.da besar dah korg eh?n 'kangaroo' was jumping on th dance floor waving kak iffah!cute kn?haha.her actual name, afiqah (affie) she's my partner the first time she joined evg sec dance.at that time she was little lah kn.now the tallest among junior eh 'kangaroo"? ^^i hope i can make it to the camp.got my off day, now consent from mummy.erm..erm..*eyes-rolling*